Wednesday July 23 2014 7:22pm
Today was ok. I didn’t sleep much because I was up bloated and constipated and uncomfortable and crying all night. At 6:20am I drove to Wegman’s and bought a 2 pack of enemas. I used the first one when I got back and tried to use the second one right after but my butt was too sore so I went back to sleep (or tried to anyway…) and used the second enema when I woke up at 10am. I walked to Wegman’s and bought chia seeds, flaxseeds, and sunflower seeds. I’m determined to make my body poop on its own again and tomorrow I’m going back to 2,000 calories of mostly healthy foods :) I watched some parks & rec on Netflix and played with my new phone and showered and worked 4 hours. Now I’m just going to hangout before I go to bed.
I feel so sick and constipated
paid my mom for my car insurance
bought new phone
can’t think about anything else
worked and took a walk and chem and meh so constipated I hate this!
Last nude on this phone RIP
Monday July 21 2014 2:23pm
Yesterday was a whole lot of Jake not being able to get hard, Jake losing his boner mid sex, and sex. We also watched a ton of parks & rec and ate breakfast together outside and showered together and took a walk together. Today has been the same :-)
Sunday July 20 2014 10:23am
Yesterday was pretty nice! I woke up at 4:50am, did a little yoga, got ready, and then my grandma picked us up at 5:30am and we drove to where we needed to catch the bus. The bus left at 6:30am and we got to Macy’s in New York City at 11:00am! :) My grandma bought the 4 of us tickets to walk up to the 102nd floor of the Empire State Building so we walked a few blocks and spent about an hour and a half doing that. Jake and I got lost on the subway and got lost in NYC quite a bit lol. We went to American Apparel and I got a tank top and shoes and he got a V neck. I went to Whole Foods for the first time and was disappointed :// We managed to smoke twice too.We got lunch (me sweet potato fries, Jake a turkey sandwich) and got Cold Stone ice cream and got matching T shirts from M&M World :D I had a bite of his ice cream sundae, which had cake on it, and spent the first hour of the bus ride home crying tears of pain and Jake was so sweet and held me and comforted me. Ever since Jake wasn’t able to get hard on Friday I was horny as fuck. We slept a little bit on the ride back and right when we got home we fucked and had almost no foreplay and he came so so so quickly and felt bad and then we cuddled and went to bed around 2:30am. Today I got up at 10 and did some yoga and now I’m about to go wake up Jake >:)
Saturday July 19 2014 9:34am
So yesterday was pretty great! I woke up, did some morning yoga, took a walk, and then went grocery shopping with my grandma. We went to a different Wegman’s than we normally do and she got me a lot of rad stuff (probiotic drink, gluten free wild berry toaster waffles, gluten free Oreos)
Jake got here around 12:45pm. We looked at websites dealing with New York City and then went to Moe’s for food. I got a salad with romaine, cheese, chicken, tofu, peppers, and salsa and had a couple chips with queso (spelling?) until I realized there was gluten in them and felt kind of blah and stopped eating them. Jake and I got home and had sex. It lasted a long time and then Jake went swimming while I sat out on a chair by the pool.
Then we watched a ton of Parks & Recreation and cuddled and vaped.
Then, the weirdest thing happened…I was on my back with my knees bent and my feet flat on the ground and Jake was touching and kissing my thighs and it was turning me on so much like too much and he fingered my and rubbed my clit quite a bit and gah I was so horny and turned on but Jake wasn’t able to get hard. I tried sucking him and touching him and everything but it just wouldn’t go up which was weird because usually he’s hard in 2 seconds after just kissing me. We went to the mall and got cold stone :) I got peanut butter ice cream and cheesecake ice cream with M&M’s and Jake got mint ice cream and Oreo ice cream with sprinkles and got fudge. We went home and showered together and tried to have sex again but jake couldn’t get hard again and he was so upset and frustrated that we just went to bed (12am)
I woke up at 4:50am today, did some yoga, got ready and left with Jake, my mom, and my grandma to board our bus for NYC :-) yay!